alicia's little thot at 1:35 PM
once...
i would give up my everything to be with you..
but would you give up anything to be with me?
it took a close friend's encounter to make me see things in a much clearer picture..
i actually could look at the same situation and say to myself..'that was exactly the same!'..
it's right when people say that you see things differently when you're an external party..
just like how the view at the ground level would differ from a view up above..
you look at things differently and you feel different.
i am indeed sorry for what he's going thru'
and sometimes, i can't help but wonder if his encounter did have a purpose.
that is, to answer the question that i never once had courage to face up to.
maybe.
and the title for this post, 'Once', just seems so appropriate now to describe how i once felt.
lost, hurt, torn apart, down and gone.
but i made a good detour from there..
it's now 2 years and counting..
but i never once regretted my feelings.
cause' it made me grew, it made me cried, it made me realise how much more worthy i was when i am not with you.
most of all, it made me took on a whole new meaning of 'commitment'.
though i still am reserved about the word, i am no longer overwhelmed by it.
