this is my favourite pic in year 2007..it was taken during the xmas season in 2006..

i made a prayer to God then..asking him for to provide things that i need and i wish..

i did not ask him for something that i want..cause' for the previous years, when i asked for things that i want..i ended up with lots of disappointment and heartaches..

maybe i had expected too much..or maybe i had lowered myself too much..

thus, last year..i told him to give me things that i would need..things that would last..and not something superficial or materialistic..i also asked for faith and belief to go on believing..

and true enough..he gave me whatever i needed..

which i am truly grateful..

thus, this pic means a lot to me..it represents a lot of trust, faith and belief...

and most of all..good hope..

:D

i received some bad news from Fendrick..

my poly friend Wenqing passed away due to cancer..

it was shocking and i do not know what else to say..i ain't that close to her..but i just kind of hate it when people whom i know just passed away like that..

especially when that person is near my age..

she passed away on saturday..funeral's already over on Monday..

deepest condolences..

and this just reminds me to 'double-extra treasure' people around me..whom i have always conveniently took for granted.. :(

and i hate cancer..i hate it when it took people away..especially when it took away my mum, only to return her as a different person. i wished she was a better mum.

i am still wishing.