alicia's little thot at 8:19 PM
Dear God..
suddenly, i just felt lucky and blessed..
for being alive..
for being tall (but freak, not slim at all..)
for having my parents..though i hate them a little too much at times..(oh well..that phrase of life..)
for living in a not-so-big house..(haha, lesser to clean when it's spring cleaning time)
for being a Catholic..(this is my favourite of all..)
for being healthy..
for having a job..(though i tend to hate it at times cause' it takes away my private time and stresses me out like crazy..)
for having a hp by side day and nite..(i am sure all of you will agree with this..i'll be LOST without it..)
for having a bursting wardrobe filled with clothes, bags and shoes..(i love this a lot too!)
for my 2 BFF..grace and jul..(i love how we can always be our gluttony and bitchy self..)
for my poly diploma..(it is one of my greatest accomplishments..cause' i had a lot of stuff going on at that time..)
for my lappie..my camera..my crocs shoes..haha, yup, i bought it..the black one!!..haha.. :D
and for Mr. Cheng too..
all of the above are not in sequence of importance..better say this one line..else everyone would come killing me..
haha..
suddenly, i am thinking about happiness..
happiness is what you make out of it..no one dictates the shape or form of happiness..it is just a feeling you brought upon yourself,it ain't dependant on other people..
make yourself happie..that's important..you only have one life..don't waste it on negative thoughts..
since the beginning of this year 2007..i made 3 new year resolutions..
one of it was to be happie every single day of my life cause' i don't wanna die with regrets or anger or anything negative..
it sounds simple..but it ain't easy..
there have been times where i kept on questioning myself as to where i was heading in life..be it in work or personal..
i have had moments where i doubted myself and my ability..
there have also been incidents where i just hid behind everyone and everything and let something pass..
and in all those times, though i felt down and sad..i would still make myself smile..cause' i am afraid that some particular moment might be my last..and i was also afaid that it might be somebody's last..
my main aim was to live good everyday..
and i am glad i made that particular resolution..
life couldn't have got better..
i wouldn't dare say that i have everything in life or that my life is perfect..
but i would dare say that i have everything i need..life couldn't get any better..
though i might be lacking a little here and there materially..everything else is fine..
i am blessed with a lot of good things and people in life..which was what i prayed for too..for God to give me what i need...what i want ain't that important anyway..cause' what i want might not be what is good..
and for once in my life..i can actually see a clearer picture of my own life in the future..
and i am happie for that.
:D
alright..i have nothin' much to blog liao..
byeee...
in case you forgot me..haha
