guess what?..

i permed my hair last week..hahaha

pics of me and my curlies~..




the curls aren't easy to maintain..i have to wake up 20mins earlier than usual just to moisture my hair with a special gel oil...apply the hair wax...and twist the curls..

and i also have to lessen 15mins of my sleeping time just so to wash off the hard wax and moisture it back again..

but then...i am happie with it!!..though i might find it a hassle some time later cause' i am such a lazy bum..but till then~..

hee..and while i was styling my hair just the other day..i found out that hair wax is made of honeywax and some candle wax thingy..no wonder it holds the curls well and is hard..

and so..this also means that my hair is extremely INFLAMMABLE!!..

haha..smokers please do not light up near my hair.. :D

anyway, i know i have been a bad blogger...considering my last entry to be dated 15 June 2007..or was it?..forgotten it liao..

but i am kind of busy these days doing some work stuff and my private stuff..i am still kind of procrastinating on some stuff though..haiz..24 hours is never enough..

i wanna work..i wanna earn money..i wanna be beautiful..i wanna be slim..i wanna be smart and powerful..i wanna be loving with my guy..haiz...easier said than done!..

btw...i went out with the 'golden girls' on 20 June 07..haha...went to Orchard to walk walk and pig out..

but sad to say..there's just nothing much in the GSS to buy..i only bought a white bag that day..not much good buys though..haiz..but still..that day was good cause' the 3 pigs finally met!!..some pics below..

forgot to bring my camera..so these were taken from Chia Yanmei's camera~..

haha..she's gonna hate me for this entry cause' i actually mentioned her full chinese name..

:P


took this is Taka's toilet..



taken in Espirit..i think i look damn good!!..



me and my 'mary'... (it's a thingy i share with grace..i bet she'll be angry at this..haha!)



3 pretty gals~



very pretty~..





favourite pic of the day goes to this...

JAG*s in Sunnies~

haha..suddenly i am reminded of thie IRC chatroom we set up..called JAGs...but the novelty of the idea kind of rubbed off us few months later..

haha..this is something we so have in common..getting bored of things easily..

but then..we're never bored of each other~..cause' we go pigging and digging together.. :D

and a complele change of topic..

i think mr. cheng is serious in bringing me to Hong Kong..i was just hinting to him during our previous Bangkok trip that he should bring me to Hong Kong..for shopping..eating..and DisneyLand..

i even brought the tour agency brouchure all the way to Bangkok to enhance the 'hint'..and i remembered him telling me just 'okie'..

and every now and then..i would casually hint him..

and guess what?..

i was discussing something with his colleague one day when his colleague told me that mr. cheng told him that we'll be going to HK in August..

i was kind of blurred cause' he never did mention anything to me and we never really kind of got into any serious discussion..

and now everyday..i can't help but wonder if my HK dream is coming true..i better not hope for so much cause' it might be a prank by mr. cheng's naughty ideas again..

and guess what, again?

my mum just asked me about Bombay..haha..out of the blue~..

i wanna go Bombay too~...and INDIA!!..i have to go INDIA!!..*grace..when are we going India?...

so much travel plans..but too little money~..and that day while reading the papers..i read that Cebu is a good place to check out too...gosh..$$$$

i better start earning more~..

alrite..i have got to go..need to go search for some stuff..till we meet again... :D




and so i am called the Woman behind Mr. Cheng..

that's what mr. cheng just mentioned in his blog..that was sweet though..to have your bf own a blog and blog such nice stuff once in a blue moon..it definately beats the big bouquet of flowers and the 'way too sweet' chocs..though at times, i kind of wonder why he hasn't given me some flowers for quite a long time..

anyway..a few things kind of happened that led to him saying such stuff..it's a long story so i'll rather not mention too much here..but, through a particular incident in the morning..i finally got to know of how much i meant to mr. cheng..

it has been apparent to myself that i am of a certain level of importance to him..but today's incident just made me realised how important i am compared to many other stuff and people in his life..

i remembered the first time i kind of realised this sort of importance..it was on our first BBQ by the park..he was supposed to meet me at Marine Parade at about 6 or 7 i think..

but his earlier outing with his team mates plus the 'peak hour public transport crowd'..he was pretty late..i waited for near to an hour i think..and when he came..i saw him rushing towards me..

that was when i kind of felt my importance in his life..

i have no idea why..but that particular snapshot stays in my mind like a memorable and meaningful picture..it's like every now and then..the picture would come to my mind..

maybe it's one of those particular pics that never gets deleted away no matter how long..

anyway..mr cheng and i are planning for something..he proposed it and i kind of thought it a 'not bad' idea..we have absolutely no idea how it's gonna work..and we do not really have much concrete plans, yet. we have thought about how happy we would be but not the other factors, yet.

so..it's gonna be a surprise!..i am kind of lazy to plan or do anything now..so i hope mr cheng does it all and i'll just be a follower..

haha..no worries..i ain't pregnant..i ain't gettin' married..i ain't buying any houses..i ain't doing anything related to marital, yet.

come on, have more faith in me leh..i am still a single okies..though not that swinging anymore..

but, i ain't gonna give up my singlehood just yet. there're too much to enjoy.. :D

and recently, i am contemplating on whether i should go rebond my hair, perm it or simply cut it short..

rebonding my hair is bland i know..boring too..but it's kind of safe cause' i know i'll not have a bad hair day and it just feels good to know how good it would definately turn out..

perming it is an 'all along in my mind' kind of thing..the last time i permed it was in poly..it was pretty nice though i do find it hard to style and maintain it..plus it's just difficult to match clothes with permed hair..imagine cute curls with sporty race tank top and board shorts?

alright..maybe it ain't that bad..you know me..i like to exagerrate at times..

and the last option would be cutting it. this is dangerous though. i took 2 longggggggg years to have this length and cutting it all off is like#@$?#?$#!..

but then again, i dun wanna look back at my photos when i am in my 50s and just think it to be so boring with the same old hair style every day, every month and every year..

this is such a dilemma..plus, i would have to factor in the $$..yes, it's after payday no doubt..but i've gotta save $$...so i shouldn't be blowing 200 to 300 bucks on hair, of all things. but then again, it's my money!..i worked hard for it!..

sometimes, i think i am such a miser..and sometimes i think i am such a spendthrift..

but all i want is something that's value for money..nice hair and no burning of pockets!...

tough tough tough...and who knows..after talking so much, i might just go for a trim. is this a problem with women or is it just me?..

and now my broadband is kind of getting on my nerves..it's so damn slowwwwww.....

i ain't getting the speed i am supposed to..maybe it's the sch holidays..you know..sch holidays=kiddos staying at home=surfing the net 24/7=BIG traffic jams online=everyone suffer.

arrgghh..crap..maybe it's time to make payment for that pending bill on my desk.

p/s: i've been readin' the Chicken Soup for the Couples' Soul..and i must say that it's definately worth a read..be it on the way to work..on the way back home..before bed..or even at work..it has taught me a lot about relationships..it's like something that we knew all along but never gotten down to think and act on it..*thumbs up!




"when the sky gets dark..
i can't help but feel a little lost..
cause' something seems to be missing from my bed..
ain't a bear..ain't a pillow..
neither is it my alarm clock..
i guess it's your presence..
the warmth of your hugs..
the sweetness of your smile..
the smell of you that still lingers in the room..
i hate to let you go..
to say that goodbye..
though i know i ain't that far to seeing you again..
i hate the time it takes to see you again..
out of the blue..
how i hope and how i wish..
that daylight and nitelight comes all together..
in that way..i'm only a stone throw away from you.."




my life is so colorful~

i went to karoke yesterday at Kbox with mr. cheng..and they gave us a BIG room cause they ran out of small ones..haha..it has a 'disco' light in it..and i can't help but think that it's so much like a niteclub..



haha..i was teasing mr cheng that he's the customer and i am the niteclub gal..i kept asking him to 'open a XO' and he kept calling for the mama-san to change a new gal..

haha..funny la..and it was so damn cold too..had a bad flu the whole of yesterday and today the sore throat and blocked nose/ears came along..

terrible..the flu bug is like flying here and there and everywhere.

mr cheng also brought me to eat ice-cream at Swensen's..yummie~...

went a little shopping yesterday too..but there was nothing much to buy..maybe cause' i was not in the mood for shopping..or maybe cause' i am kind of poor now after paying off my braces and just so sway that payday is 5 days away...

haiz..this month seems so Longggggggggg...

but despite my tight budget..i managed to buy a few things though...haha..you'll be pretty amazed what i bought man..

i actually bought BOOKS!..haha..of all things..

yup..no clothes..yet..no bags..yet..but BOOKS..you can't blame me though..'Popular' in Orchard MRT was having a Moving Out Sale and i just so happened to be there after my dental..so i was thinking of popping by to see if there are any good deals for a good and decent photo album..

but ended up with 2 books in hand..it's a good read though..i am halfway through the second one..

i bought 'Chicken Soup for the Singles Soul' and 'Chicken Soup for the Couple soul'..at S$6/- each only..it was such a great deal compared to the original retail price of S$25/-..

:D

i was also looking for a book to read too..so it kind of killed 2 birds with one stone..but the thing is..i didn't buy any photo album...i kind of forgotten about it till i was like miles away from the store..

haha..i think such situations happen to shopaholics all the time..i can never stick to a 'shopping timetable'...

and apart from the books..i bought a Monopoly set at Toa Payoh last week too..only 10 bucks..Disney Edition..

think it's either out of the factory kind or Made in China..

but when mr cheng opened it today..it was alright though..no defects or anything..a cheap deal i would say...

and it has been a long time since i last played Monopoly..the Disney's Edition made it extra fun~...do check it out if you happen to come across such stalls...they even had the Star Wars and Spongebob Squarepants edition too !..

haha...i was so near to buying the Spongebob one..if not for my last cent of sanity...



in the end..mr cheng won the game with his 'plentiful money' and 2 cottages...his 2 cottages costed 500 bucks if i were to cross it..so irriatating eh..i was trying means and ways to cheat but he seems pretty smart..

next time..i'll Win~..

'honey..thanks for everything the past 2 days..
really enjoyed myself..
cause' it has been quite some time since we did normal couple stuff like shopping, k-boxing, eating out..
such simple fares complete a good day out..
it was simply good quality time spent together..
love you..always..'










Angry and Sick..

i am SO ANGRY with a particular someone that i can't seem to find a good outlet to vent it ALL out!!..

no worries..it's not mr. cheng..it's a friend..that's all i'll say..cause i know somehow rather, if i were to blog about it..the particular post will spread like fire and it will just show how immature i am to put it down in words for the whole wide world to see rather then to tell the 'friend' straight in the face..

reason i did not tell it straight to that person's face was also because that person is a damn stubborn and 'refuse to just admit wrong' kind..so it serves no purpose at all except to let me feel better and to ruin a so-called 'friendship'..

i have reminded mr cheng to remind me to tell him of the story later in the week when i see him...in that way, i'll definately feel better...cause' i know he listens..

arrrggghh...how can there be someone like that???!!!...

alright..i am not gonna curse and swear here..it just spoils my beautiful blog page...

wait till i tell mr cheng..though i am not sure if i can keep it that long..

now i can't help but feel that it's so damn wasted to use the above lines to blog about that person..aarrgghh...how can someone be so damn @#$#%?#"$($$&%&@&$...

sorry but i dun think i am in a mood to blog now..even my dinner appetite is kind of affected too!...

guess i am gonna go compile the pics for my bookie with mr cheng..at least that's something that would cheer me up a BIG lot.

anyway, i ain't feeling that well either..my busy weekend filled with work has finally came to an end..i ain't completely dead..just exhausted and simply 'no mood'..

and i just visited the doc on 1/6/07..cause' i was feeling feverish and there was a lump on the left side of my neck..

rushed to see the doc that nite after work with mr cheng..went to TTSH with an intention to visit the 24hr clinic cause' i was thinking it would be much cheaper than clinics or A&E..

but when i reached there..it was closed...for no particular reason..the board sign says it closes at 2230hrs but it was barely 2200hrs when i reached..no staff or further boards to explain the locked rooms and definately empty clinic..

so 'lan lan siao siao'..i suggested to mr cheng to go to the 24hr clinic at bedok interchange..

at that point of time, i was like struggling already...the on and off fever was getting on my nerves and the lump in the neck was simply adding fire to more fire...

plus, during work that day..my colleagues were all guessing that it's tyroid and some 'dirty blood' that needs to be drained out..i was seriously scared!

mr cheng then suggested going to A&E though..since we were there le and i looked bad..but i insisted 'NO'..

cause TTSH has the worst hospital services and i'll definately end up waiting and waiting and waiting..cause' the nurse will just ask you to wait and wait and wait..cause' my case will never be an urgent case and there would definately be lots of other more important cases that require immediate medical attention..

in the end, i waited and waited and waited for a cab..only for it to come by the TTSH taxi stand 30 mins later..

and so it's all about waiting and waiting and more waiting~

and finally, i reached my doc at about 2300hrs..saw the doc and i must say that it was such a relif knowing that it's a case of infection, causing my 'lymph note' (not sure if that is how you pronouce it..) to swell..

no known reasons though..but it sure scare the hell out of me..the doc gave me some Strong antibotics and anti-swelling pills...and the bill came up to 84 bucks!!!..

my heart was bleeding like crazy..the doc said he has to give me better antibotics cause' it was very swollen..and if it gets worst, i would have to get to the hospital to have more tests..

thank God the medicine are working very well..the swelling has gone down a Big lot..but i kept having this bad headache on the left side of my head..don't know if it was due to the swell..

and i think the stupid swell and headache is making me more paranoid than ever..i even told mr cheng on the phone last nite that i was so afraid that i am gonna die in my sleep..

he told me not to 'think badly' and spent like 20 mins getting me to put down the phone and go to bed..

am i paranoid?...i don't think so though..it's just that the fear was so great last nite and i so wanted mr cheng to fly to my house..

haiz..

i hate being sick..but on the other hand, it ain't a bad thing..cause i've got mr cheng who accompanied me to the doc's and sent me home. i know it might be a simple gesture to some..but to me, it's simply a sweet act by my baby.

desmond once commented on mr cheng's friendster that he is one hell of a good catch..yup, i must agree. but the bad news is that he is already caught by me!..haha..

he's mine~

and he's extra nice cause he promised to subsidise my cab fare last nite..too bad there aren't any cabs in sight..so i took a bus home from work.. :(

**but mr cheng..can i still claim today?..please?

i love u~