alicia's little thot at 12:11 AM

I want this pair of shoes..




nice?..it's from Crocs..Mary Jane style..love it lots..think it cost about 53 bucks..it's red and damn comfy..haha..to think that i had hated those Crocs when it first came out..


but then, this is totally different..it's red and in Mary Jane style..


saw it at the Crocs boutique at Vivocity..haha..was there shopping with jul for her Adidas jacket..


i was contemplating on whether to buy the shoes not..but looking at the pics now...i am pretty sure i want it!..haha..


but jul didn't like it thou..she thinks it's ugly and while i was snapping pics of it..she delightfully placed her black havaiinas beside mine..and crossed her fingers to make a 'X' sign..


take a look..





see la..my best friend of 11 years..


but then, i am gonna get those shoes..not listening to anyone~.. :P


and we took out dinner at Sushi Tei..


simply put..food was average..the decoration and atmosphere was good..


but the service simply sucks..below average..it's unbelievable how a restaurant like this could have such kind of service..


even Sakae Sushi was way better than that~..


bad service aside..we had some main courses and some deserts..


black sesame ice-cream and chocolate wafer ice-cream..yummie..the black sesame was simply delicious..but then, nothing beats my Ben and Jerry's Chunky Monkey..that's always no. 1 in my heart..and stomach.. :D




while on the way back, was thinking about some stuff and this thought just came up in mind..

"have you people ever had this sort of feeling that no matter how good things are or how happy you may be..there's always this sense of loss and search for some other kind of happiness that even you can't really put into words or describe well?"
it's nothing 'cheam' or extraordinary..and i ain't playing around with words or with your mind..
just a passin' thot..
maybe it's a kind of lost innocence or simply a kind of perfection that everyone has..you know, that sort of thing that makes you wanna have everything perfect and going your way..

anyway, sorry but i ain't in any mood to blog anymore..i am kind of pissed and irriatated..i can't help but feel upset and just in the mood for tears..


but nah, i ain't gonna cry..i am just gonna hit my bed and sleep it all off..


i hate this sort of negative feelings..it's detrimental to health..i know where it is coming from..so, i guess the best way is to sleep it all off..and it is not PMS k...


there's just too many things that i am finding it hard to put it all into words..talking about it just makes no further sense and aids in simply nothing.


and so, good nite.