i was readin' my old blog when i came across this particular post that Kelvin posted in Tones4U..

the forum has since been gone but readin the post once again is like feeling 'ever-so-comforting'..just reminds me of how blessed i actually am..and that i should be choosing to be happie than stopping, hesitating, pondering over trival daily stuff and relationship thingy..

once again..this is the post..

Posted: Jan 2 2006, 04:55 PM by KiRiDanShiRo in Tones

it's a new year.a new begining. a reason to let go, and set oneself free.free ur constrains, set ur wings free,free of problems, set ur soul free.

it's human nature to wiggle the sore tooth to remind oneself of the pain it produces,but it's alos human nature to look ahead, forget abt the pass and be happy.which nature is urs?.

you cant choose who you're. cant choose the things tat happens.but you can always choose the actions u take and the way you react to them.

YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY.

jus step out... take tat one step forward, and never look back.time dnt stop for no one... neither should you.

when my mom passed away, it made me realised even more then you only hav one life. and only one chance to make it good. so dnt fret and waste time abt some bad happenings. it happend, and it cannot be undone, wat ever you do, the fact tat things happened cannot be changed.

the only thing that you can change is how you look at things and lead your life.

and i sincerely hope u will lead a life that is nothing short of then being happy~!

i leave tis post to u now not as kiri, but as a friend who has shared great moments with you. as the dear who has seen u smile tat brilliant happy smile

-Kelvin



his posts never fail to perk me up or simply push the 'thoughts' button of mine..

no doubt i used to blog quite a lot on Tones4U..but it's all gone since the day a stupid hacker hacked into it..

it's a waste i would say..

if you had been there and read the stuff..the poems especially..

you'll be touched..

cause' every single poem and blog comes straight from the heart..especially from the torn-apart and broken-hearted..

every love story you hear there is simply true and touching on its own..

from the forum..people learnt to deal with heartaches..learn to laugh over stuff..

learn to face up to their own fears and phobias..

too bad it's gone..

but there's always another one..

www.ephenomenon.org...

go check out e forum leh...

anyways..Christmas is coming..Again!!

haha...

hoo hoo hoo~

Merry Christmas~

haha..

i love Christmas..

my fav. festive season..since young..

well..part of the reason is presents..

but most of it is that..it's a season of Love and Hope and Faith..

haha...

another post from my old blog..

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

A short story..
this is the gal whom you have left months ago..

this is the gal who have promised to wait for whatever reason..

this is the gal who sent you a 'merry christmas..' SMS on 25th December 2005..

and this very same gal just wanna tell you the second half of the SMS that was never sent..

'merry christmas..i love you, always..'


ain't i sweet?

oorrhh....

haha..

here's another food for thought..

a thought..23rd December 2005.

"There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.."


true eh?

we can't force or make people love us..the only thing we can do is to be ourselves and let people love us for what we are, Truly.

and this one..

Untitled..13th December 2005..

Lettin' go is a choice you could make..
it's not given by others..
or taken from another..
don't give up tomorrow's happiness for today's regrets and yesterday's memories..
the past is a part that you can never rewind..
the future is an episode that you can start on..
sometimes, it's not about a chance to forget..
it's the choice of lettin' go..



this is like a selection of the best poems and reflections sia..

got a few more sensitive ones...but i so-called edited them away cause' it's wat too private and people whom i dun want them to know would know..

haha...and i just got reminded of my very old blog in 2004..

wah biang eh~..

it's history lor...

haha...wanna read?

www.airlicia.blogspot.com

haha..

think the pic expired on the server liao..used to be a heart drawn in sand...very nice de..

thinking back..there were things i owned then but have lost now...

people..memories..

4/24/2004 11:42:02 PM

everyone has to move on...sometime somewhere...

it's just a matter of where and when...don't be afraid of losing your way...

because everyone does...

what matters most is that we learnt along the way...not only do we need to learn how to take the right route...we would also need to learn to walk our own route...

coz' it is only through our own route that we would come cross a path which would lead us to the road of forgetting, forgiving and renewal...

it's ok if it does not make sense now...i don't really get it too...but i know,some day, some time,i'll know...


2 years have passed since this particular entry and i think i really do get it now..

Forget, Forgive, Renewal.

alright folks..this is a pretty long entry man..

The Sinus is kind of working up again~..

see you tml..

i'm on Leave this Friday, dates anyone?

IKEA?

Shopping?

Sentosa?

hee hee...

Ask me out, pls~

:D