National Day..

despite the BIG crowd and lots of running about here and there..i managed to watch the Fireworks at Esplanade area last night..

it was great..with friends and mr cheng..we had a good space and though the view was a bit far, it was as good and as near as we could get..

beside this, i also managed to eat some cold fast food with them before the fireworks began..

and after all these, mr cheng and i headed to eat some porridge at home before heading to bed..

it wasn't all that great towards the end though..was having this bad menstrual cramp that was simply killing me..

it was so terrible that i had difficulties walking about..even the word 'painful' is an understatement..maybe it's normal or maybe something's not quite right..i don't know..but i am thinking that it's normal, it better be..

and so, upon reaching home, mr cheng volunteered to buy the porridge while i did some laundry..

the porridge was good though..he bought a porky porridge and a 'pi dan' porridge..i suddenly forgot the english name for 'pi dan'..think it's preserved egg, is it?

anyway, it was yummy..well, the porridge was alright though..didn't find it that nice...it's the famous Chai Chee Porridge that everyone comes to Bedok Blk 85 market to eat..maybe i've been eating for the past 20 over years, so the novelty kind of rubbed off me..

but eating with him made it all good..went to sleep after the porridge cause' i was simply tired and he was simply exhausted too..

poor boy..he even had to work morning shift today while i am at home lazing and resting..but not exactly feeling all good though..the cramps are back for the 4th day today and i took like 4 panadols..

sometimes, i just wish i'm like one of those gals who can have a peaceful mentrual period..no PMS, no cramps or any of that shit..just plain Blood.

oh well..i think it's getting disgusting in here..

anyway, i think the stressful days are back once again..it's the comeback of 'Project Time' and it's due in September..before i hop on the plane..

well..i've got a few ideas here and there..

but, i am not gonna touch on projects here..it's simply boring..

back to some other topic..

i went out with candy and dayana over the last weekend..but photos gotta wait cause' it's all in candy's camera..we took a few silly pics though..funny stunts, you should see them when i upload it..simply hilarious..

we had a sumptous dinner at the Riverside Indonesian Restaurant..guess we kind of ordered too much though..had a set dinner for 4 persons when there were only 3..but it was worth it..ten odd dollars per pax and you have curry, fish, sotong, otah, vegetables..

and free flow of rice!..haha..i should bring mr cheng there one day, he loves to eat rice..he's such a real cheena guy~..haha..

oh yeah, and the 3 of us caught 'Perfect Stranger' in Cathay..the seats were pretty good!...too bad we were too full for popcorns..i loved popcorns..especially the really yellow-coloured ones that are so sweet and crunchy...sinful indulgence but satisfying.. :D

the show was alright..the actors and actresses' performances were alright though..it does not really have that sort of 'peak time' during the movie where you stay tight in your seats..but the ending was good..it was only till the end that the unexpected becomes reality..

and it's like 'what you thought it is turned out to be otherwise instead'..and you would think and 'ahhh' to yourself about how the title really fitted the movie when they start playing the credits..

not bad a show but i would recommend you to watch it on vcd or dvd instead..would give the show 3/5..for Halle Berry and the story plot..

but i would definately not recommend this show to any pretty bimbos out there..it's too intellectual a movie for bimbos..

when the show ended..candy, dayana and me were in the lift when a bimbo started talking about the movie and commented that she does not understand the movie and that the story was so complex and complicated..

it's either she's not paying attention (maybe she's hanky-panky-ing with her bf in the cinema..don't blame me for saying this, but bimbos are like that what..) or she's kind of intellectually challenged..

or maybe we're too old and smart..

oh well..

back to movies..there's recently movie starring Jay Chou..apparently he composes the plays the music and songs in it too..

wonder if it's nice..anyone who caught it, do let me know..i'm kind of curious about it cause' the title sounds not too bad..it's called 'secret'..

everyone has secrets..just a matter of good or bad and how dark the secret gets..

btw, i saw someone from the past just few days back..the feelings are no longer the same..i am cool and calm..the particular someone no longer revoke any sort of feelings in me..

it's all over, i supposed?..those long nights and tears-filled moments..and i think it's good that i still can't find the answers to some questions..there ain't any purpose in finding those answers anyway..'what you don't know won't hurt'..

what i already knew have hurted quite a far bit, so i guess there isn't such a need to know more than i should..

'a mistake to begin with
what more had i asked for?
what more do i get?
sometimes when you walk till the end of the road
there ain't better way than to say goodbye and part
i don't have a choice, do i?
when i started asking,
i get no answers but echos from the walls
i started filling in the blanks with tears
till the tears run dry and sorrow starts filling in instead.
are you happier now?
i no longer care.
it's not as if you cared if i am.'