alicia's little thot at 2:23 PM
Something Heartfelt from Within..
Just read this off a blog..
"i'll be with your kor today if you want to speak to me, to scold me or whatever.But please, whatever that is intended for me, i hope it's not being channled forcefully to someone else.
I know what you meant, i guess u misunderstood me?Moving on in life does not mean having to be apart...A future with me, is just as possible as a future with me.It's just that things have to end in such a terrible heart wrenching way.
I'm looking a t the future, a very far ahead one, and i'm working towards it. With visible efforts.
I guess it's just not enough, for you to want it. To take a risk, to take a chance once more.
Quote:"i guess this is the time where we individually seek closure. "
i never once seeked closure. It was only because you wanted it, that i had no choice. You are trying to close at your end, but my end remains open, as there was no door there in the first."
Took it from Shiei..
when i first read it, it kind of touched my heart. i did not know who was the owner of the blog but after some reads here and there and by the nick, guess it's kel.
i do not know what really happened but looking through the paragraphs, it seems to be something negative. but i guess i shall not ask anything.
his post just reminded me of someone once so near but yet so far.
i don't know about you guys, but i am a person who can blog better when i overwhelmed with negative emotions, especially in relationships.
blogging is a good way for me to voice out the many things i keep within. blogging is one way i get to say out things that i usually hide from people. blogging is a good way to face up to myself.
it is indeed sad to be blogging about a closure of a relationship. no one likes that in fact.
but i hope things work themselves out in the end. for better or for worst, there's always a reason. we all learn from it and grow from it.
"I have gotta pack my stuff and bid farewell soon,
it's finally a goodbye to a place i once called close and to you whom i once thought so dear
does it hurt you a little?
does it make you wonder why everything was so simple and easy?
does it surprise you when i kept quiet all these while?
i thought about you some hours and numerous minutes back.
i had chances to create some conversations with you but it was fated that we missed each other.
when i last spoke to you, i was glad that you sounded alright and 'normal'
afterall, you had been avoiding me like plague
but i had always wished we could have this one last chance to talk about everything and anything.
just this one last time to talk,
for you to ask about me and where i am heading to.
a short and good conversation."
one last time.
