i feel kind of good the past 2 days..been sleeping well and eating good..but that's of course, after deducting the time i spent on flu and wits...


currently...i am multi-tasking yet again...watching 'The Peak' on channel 8..surfing the net..typing in this entry..online shopping..msn-ing..SMS-sing..singing to my fav tunes..


all at the same time..smart eh?...haha


'The Peak' is a boring show i would say..with the same old story plots and love triangles..A loves B but B loves C and C loves D...but the most pathetic one would have to be poor A..loving someone but not loved in the end..


aiyah..this kind of thingy only happens on TV..i mean, where the hell could you find so many guys interested in you?..all at the same time somemore..


still remember when i was young, i had always planned my life everyday...i would picture myself to be a successful person working at Shenton..knowing a wonderful guy who lives in his own apartment..owns a car..is a manager (manager cause' that was pretty 'high-class' and well established for a primary sch kid then..)...and gettin' married at 26...having kids at 28..moving into a landed property by 30..open my own business by 35...earn my first one million by 36..


what a simple yet tough dream...looking back, i was damn naive..but how am i to be blamed..that was my primary school dream okie...haha..


and now, i am like turning 24 at the end of the year..achieving only this far..a stable job i do have but not along Shenton..it's along some kampong road..beautiful clothes i do have but not for work..i have got uniforms for work..bfs i have had..but none really came close to my expectations..they were in fact, not really what i needed..maybe what i want..money i have earned but nothin very near a fraction of a million...


my only consolation is having learnt life's good lessons and still be blessed and well living with family and friends..


these days, i no longer expect much anyway..i made everything simplier and do not think or expect as much anymore..


a good or bad thing i dun know..but i am still trying hard to achieve a lot of things that i never had and to make up for those times that i have simply wasted away..


things are going tougher these days..i dun feel good about certain stuff...and there has been a lot of questions in life recently..i am faced with a new chance to start anew..i dunno if this is indeed a right road...i am trying best to achieve whatever i can and to try a lot of new things..trying and going forward..that's what kel used to say..dun look back...which is kind of true...the only road you should take in life is ahead..and not turning back...


'i love what i see and what i feel these days..
i love God and the little surprises he brings me once in a while..


i love nature more now and have since learnt to appreciate life more..
i love myself more than ever and i have learnt that no one can take my self-worth away..


i love the little events in life..
they bring me closer to life..


and i love the fact that i have learnt to let go..
to not love him cause' he no longer needs me to.
that there's someone else who's better for that.
and i am beginning to love that fact a lot.'


and on a different note...


here's something not so new...but for fun peace and laughter..

Sagittarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet Your negative traits: Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person Your ideal partner: Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on Your dating style: Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up. Your seduction style: Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom. Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try. Spiritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldly act. Tips for the future: Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better. It's not all about you. Focus on your partner's needs every once and a while. Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise. Best color to attract mate: Purple Best day for a date: Thursday

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

Your Life Is Worth...

$813,500

*i think i am worth more than that lor!

You Are The Fool

You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path.

You Are a Smiley Face Cookie

You're happy go lucky. So happy, in fact, it's a little past the point of normal sanity. You usually make those around you smile ... when you're not creeping them out!

that's all folks..

:D