i am kind of weird these days..

and so are the people and things around me..can't help but feel paranoia and weird at times..

it's like i am seeing things in a lot of different ways..and mostly, my super-sensitiveness will set in and i'll be thinking of silly things here and there..

oh well..maybe it's that time of the month again..cranky yet again..

there ain't anything that has made me very upset..and ain't anything that has made me extremely ecstatic..

though there had been a few that made me truly happie..haha, beauty in simplicity..it's amazing how something simple can turn out to be something so touching and sweet to heart..

haha...

things are just going good..

that's all..

it's like what i put on my msn nick..

"as soon as you stop falling out of Life, everything else starts falling right into Place"..

stop destruction and construction will get going..

this sounds a little stupid i know...cause' i have been at this topic on and off..now and then..

but still..

this quote comes truly from my heart..truly what i felt..

after thinking thru much and deciding to start my 2007 Anew and Afresh!..

i feel good. seriously, i dun know why.

it's like climbing out of a black hole kind of thing..or as simple as being in a train and coming out of a tunnel after a long long ride..and seeing the bright sunny sun..

that's how i feel!!..

exageratting ah?

haha..maybe a little.

but yeah, and i must emphasise...

the reasons behind this new found happiness of mine are God..family ...friends and everyone around me..

i don't know how to put it la..

just like seeing the sun after the dark clouds..

or maybe the ability to put down certain things and people and move on with a 'not-so-tragic' life..

i mean, how long can i get stuck with unhappiness and doubts?

2 years have been a long time to realise certain things..there's no doubt that sometimes i still miss the old times..for unknown reasons..but i know it's of no point..

a person must move forward and not backwards..

but it's just in human la..to always dream of the unattainable..and to own the unachievable..

it's been a long time since i felt so sure and happie of myself..

there are things i have failed at..no doubt..8 days into the new year..and some things have gone wrong..or 'hay-wired'..

but still..the good hope and feeling is still around me..just felt strong and good..

haha..

i am pretty confident that i would make a lot of things work and make 2007 better than ever..maybe even a turning point in life...

haha..

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happiness lies in simplicity..

the route to happiness might not necessary be something physical or material..

the route to happiness is about letting go and living good, on your own.