alicia's little thot at 11:55 AM

it's one of those times again..

those trying times in life where your whole brain's filled with negative thoughts and you just kept on thinking and thinking about those 'moments' in life and those bad days..

things and people are kind of filling up my head these days and i just realised that there are some people whom i never thought could be reading my blog are actually reading it...

should i say i am honoured or 'paiseh' that they are knowing this much..

not that i am blogging a lot here but just that i am glad that some thoughts were hidden at 'the hidden dungeon'...

btw...

i am crazy over this song at the moment..

it's kind of old..but recently sung by the finalist Jonathan Leong on Singapore Idol2..

the original singer is Dreamz Fm..title's 'Should I Stay'..

it's meaningful..if you have a chance to listen to the original...you would not have thought that it's sang by a local band..too bad, they have already disband-ed liao..

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused You’re still in my thoughts

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about...

nice eh?...

just love the whole lyrics..

been listening to it like endless times..