alicia's little thot at 10:45 AM
some people tell me that i am stupid in Love.
i don't agree..
i admit i may be foolish in Love but never stupid in Love, except for times where i choose wrong over right..
i mean when you are madly in love, nothing else really makes sense, don't they?
people are asking me whether i am in love recently..
I am Not la, stupid~
it's always the same old question and same old answer..
either i am too busy and can't be bothered..
or the right one just ain't anywhere round the corner..
i am not being fussy or anything like that..
just that everytime when i look around..
nothing's right..
it's either the wrong person or the wrong timing or the wrong location..
hmmm..
wrong..wrong..wrong..
nothing's really going good these days..
for so many things i have kept it inside me..i am really tired of staying and just wanna start moving on..
recently, i realised someone quite as pathetic as me in some ways..
sometimes, i just wish i could go up to him and tell him everything i knew he is and every other thing i knew he wasn't..
but i guess i just didn't have the courage to let him know..
i tried many ways to be what i am not..
i tried hard to make certain things work but to realise that it reaps bad results..
and now i am simply tired of it all..
i am gonna start moving on ...
.....
soon...
i don't know if it would be a good move or a good decision..
but i'll let you people know someday..
:)
cheeers...