and so my good friend's out of love..

the gal that he has been so good to has officially told him that she still loves her ex..

we had a talk on the phone last night..

it was bad and terrible..

he was upset while i was having a bad flu that i can't stop sneezing..

he kept asking me why and how..

haiz..i also don't know how..

i mean i am quite good at being bad and sarcastic to people..

but when someone calls in the middle of the night crying over relationship probs..

i also don't know what to say..

seeing him like that just reminds me when that someone left me..

somehow rather..this song just keeps playing in my mind..

it's called 'Zui Jin' (Recently) by Lee Sheng Jie..

part of the lyrics goes...



sometimes, you can give your everything..even beyond your means..

but there are some things that even the most perfect person can never give..

when he told me about his story..

i can fully understand both sides...

i understand when the gal says she can't let go of her past with her ex..

i understand when he says he says how terrible it is to give and provide and accomodate everything but yet still lacking in something that even he does not know what..

i can't forget a certain someone and move on and i also know how terrible and helpless it gets when you sink your heart into something to realise that it is a one way trip..

but i guess he just gotta let time move him on..

slowly...day by day..

but seeing him is like seeing a copy of myself in the past siah..

that boy...

............

'it's not the end of the road eh..

everything happens for a reason..

someday you will know..

somethings can never be rushed..

especially emotions..

she has her reasons and you have yours..

it's not your fault..

just a matter of wrong timing..'