alicia's little thot at 11:03 PM
there's something i missed today..
being in the Force.
and i am beginning to wonder about a lot of stuff.
Shouldn't i be happier now than before?
but if i am, then why am i wondering about how life would be if i were still in Blue?
some thoughts are best brushed aside, or rather, chucked aside.
but not for this particular one.
am i glad that i am now having a five-days work with the Dell computer as my best friend and the books and files as my best buddy?
i think i would be happier if i were to work from 8am to 10pm and 8pm to 10am.
and i would be happier doing shift returns, munching my curry buns in the night, eating my Cambridge nasi lemak in the mornings and running 2.4 km every 3 days with my team-mates shouting for me from behind.
yes, i really miss those times. those days where i had team-mates who played together, ate together, fought together, ran together, slept together and called each other weird nicknames.
i miss those days where i found friends in colleagues and colleagues in friends.
i miss you, team bravo.
