been missing in action the past week..nothing much actually...just working and planning my life stuff..

two bad things happened during this period though...

1. read through jul's blog that her hamster, pixie, passed away...
p/s: dear jul, sorry to hear about that. but i guess it's just life's cycle in action. with every birth comes every death. with every happy and fun time, comes a sad and dull moment. i feel your sadness though i can never understand how bad it is.

i lost my very first hamster years back too. it was a kind of sadness that's way beyond description. time can heal but memories will always be around. so no matter how far she is now, at least you had those happy photos and memories to carry with.

take good care. :)

sorry that this msg came late. i do hope you are doing well.

2. dear's dad got hospitalised.
so, he's busy with the preparation of the hospital's reports and some applications for medical treatments for the 'after-hospitalisation' period.

it's pretty saddening. i can see deardear being sad but there's nothing much i can do. cause' he ain't a girl and crying doesn't help.

but i told him about how we can change certain plans for the time being and 'mid-term' future to accomodate to the money issues he has gonna face.

the road ahead, i mean for the near future, is a little tough but we'll go through this together, k?

i love you.

3. well, this third one is no big sad thingy. just me being busy in work. i am struggling, yes, struggling.

the air-con has been frezzing cold these days..cause' my new neighbour kept turning the extra air-con 'on'. she kept saying that she feels hot and HOT..but there i was, frezzing like mad with a thick wool jacket and a black shawl. i am so close to bringing another shawl to work.

and it does not matter to her that all other people are freezing too. one of them even felt her bones aching !

and now i am praying hard everyday that the air-con breaks down some day!! SOMEDAY!!

and i broke my OT record too...worked till 8pm that day. thank god 2 of my seniors are still around. else i would have freaked out with that sort of silence!..even the droping of a pin makes a diff!

let's hope life gets better...i took 3 days of leave this week...and yesterday when i went back to print some stuff, i saw some files piling~..i do pray that they are gone by the time Monday comes along.. :)