alicia's little thot at 2:39 PM

just some time back..

someone hinted at the possibility of HIM being with another..

till that moment..

she thought that she had given up on hope and moved on well..

step by step..slow but yet good..

and when the possibility set in..

it was when she realised that it hurts afterall..

like a lost person..

she hurried here and there..

moving her mind to other things..

making herself busy to avoid thinking..

and finally when she found that the possibility was merely a wild guess..

she breathed a relief..

so what might be..might not be afterall.

it hurted her from the bottom of her heart whenever that thought sets in..

and now every night before she falls asleep..

he is on her mind..

from the moment she lies in bed till she falls deep in sleep..

in fact..

in every thing she does..

he's always on her mind..

there's just so many things that reminds her of him..

so many nice yet painful memories..

so many flashbacks of the past in every frame of the future..

and she thought she had given up..

only to Realise that it wasn't so.